For a long while I had thought I had everything in life; all the drugs and money when I wanted it and all the pleasures a guy could think of. But all of this was just meaningless, hopeless and purposeless. I had a life of destruction; from major drug addiction to being stabbed and shot at and all the ups and downs in between.
My whole view of the world changed overnight. It was like the curtain was pulled back and I could see backstage. As if I had taken the red pill I felt I could see the world, the universe as it really was.